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Monday, August 16, 2010

Random thoughts
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I really dont understand... I hate getting to know someone new, getting close and later off they leave you for something you said or do that they could not accept in their range.
I tried to be nice, I even tried to change.. I don't even know who I am anymore, Where's the real me? is it when I was back in highschool ? is it when I was being a stuckup? or is it now?
I know i was a stuck up, but that was way back then... & I changed for the better..
although sometimes i do know im self centered, but that only was at the moment..
How could anyone just draws an end because of 1 tiny mistakes that you do, or rather, they take it another way when you're not.

if thats the case, does that means a person has to have many personalities to suit others? what is up with the people? why could i sense that while im writing this, there would be people concludes that im being self centered here? does this not happens to you before?

im not wanting to argue over a situation of different views, but why its concluded this way...

argh im feeling cranky... I dont want to take my anxiety medicine to control my emotions that my heart could not handle..

im feeling down, i thought i met an awesome friend, sharing the same dreams passion and having the same interest.. where on earth could you find someone like that...

I just finds it unfair that things ended that way bcause the otherparty just ended it without giving you any chance to fight it back.

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Humans are the most amazing creatures on Earth.
we talk bad about others at the back but when others do that
to you, you felt angry but didnt you do that to others as well.

why pick on others when you're also doing it ? I really dont understand
I need an explanation for this.

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I really wants to move out, nt because of i have trouble or problems living with my family.. but i need more space, because I can't stand myself sometimes, & I don't want that to be a bother to anyone..


I thought i found my dreams... But I have too many to begins with.
I want to be able to answer what I would do after getting a diploma when people questioned me.

I want to be able to find the love in doing smthing rather than do it for the sake of living...




SHERMINE
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Monday, August 16, 2010